§ 15
Now we should expect from the Unique One, as description of his earliest years, a complete history of antiquity. Doubtless he did not wish to weary us with so great a child-history. He therefore reaches at once into the very midst of the most brilliant years of his childhood, into the Periclean century. Then as sophist — or rather as the sophists; childishly the Unique One as child named himself in the plural — then he uttered with daring boldness the manning-up word: Do not let yourself be bluffed! and spread the enlightening doctrine: Use your understanding against everything! The sophistic culture spread abroad, and Greece — Greece must again of necessity be the Unique One himself as child — made sport of what had hitherto been to it a tremendous earnest. The child thus first found, behind what enslaved, the existing that until then had remained unshaken but now no longer, his cunning and defiance, namely understanding — not yet spirit, namely not the whole spirit, spirit itself, the holy spirit, but only the weapon of spirit, incorruptible understanding — and used this weapon in dialectical adroitness, fluency of speech, love of disputation, etc., against the world, until he then came further behind it, to grind this sword to a double edge with a keener sharpness, to add heart-culture to understanding-culture. The Unique One, since he was not yet Unique but a child, in this way grew up and became Socrates, and as such the founder of ethics. And further he grew and became a skeptic, and as such threw the fragments of the old powers over which understanding had long become lord out of the heart as well. Now his understanding stood still before nothing, his heart was moved by nothing. In the skeptical period he had become so wholly regardless and unconcerned, so entirely without relations, so entirely indifferent to the world, that even its collapse no longer moved him. This collapse was indeed his own work, the passion for smashing of his childhood — the Unique One, who is only half conscious of his life-description, says: the giant-work of the ancients, in order, he adds, to speak according to custom, although in comparison with us experienced folk they are evidently the children. Were he sure of his cause, he would have said: although antiquity is My childhood — of the experienced man, of the mature Unique One. He had now become worldless; for behind the world of things, the world-order, the world-whole, he had found his understanding and his heart, i.e. his spirit. He could feel himself as spirit, know himself as a being without relations and without world. The Unique One had outgrown childhood, had become youth, had become Christian.
[Notes for § 15 here]